This was a big day for many teens in San Diego. It was the day when I was graduating from Robert Fulton Elementary. When I woke up that morning at 5 am, I had thought that this was one of the most hectic and chaotic days of my life. Why? Well it was one of the most hectic and chaotic day because when I woke up all I could hear in my head was myself screaming my head off. At this point I was very nervous and turning into a rotating pool of emotions and every other minute I would go to the la la land of thinking. I was going to this place so I could just think how my life was going to be after my graduation.
In the time of my rotating emotions that had been going around like if was uncontrollable. The first emotion that I had to fight off was nervous, this emotion was the one that made me go into a total wreck. I started thinking “oh my god oh my god oh my god” and started getting those chills up your spine like you had just stepped into a cold shower in the middle of winter. I was getting paranoid for no reason but those words just kept on coming coming like the chain mail text messages that everyone despises to send.
When I was going through all of my reckless emotions I started wondering again What is going to happen after this? No one can answer that but then neither can I. When I was always finished spacing out from la la land I would get these shivers up my spine like I have just been out in the cold in Alaska. But when the last time I had spaced out I was thought about walking down the steps the and imagining myself tumbling down, but then I was saying to myself that I was just to paranoid and thinking irrationally.
At the end of the graduation I felt that I accomplished 6 years of elementary school and that I was going to progress in my life. That day was the most special and learned that you cant have everything you want in life. If you wanted something then you are gonna have to work your way to earn it because everything is not going to be just given to you in the palm of your hands. Someone had told me that life is work no matter what and you can not escape from it or give up from it.
